Blacklist!

Please... don't let me call u a BITCH~

You are BLACKLIST from my life now!

Go away....

I will do nothing and watch you how to gets hurt~

It's the way how you force me.

Jas

Confiscated

A letter To My Banana

We've had a real good time..
And I wish you the best on your way~

I never thought we'd fall out of place..
But my friends keep telling me that something's wrong~
So ehhh~There's nothing else I can say.

Please.. Take care~
I know we are over, I can understand..
I just take it on myheart, But it doesn't mean I pretend to be Romance.



Jas
I just hope to Keep your face on my mind, and it's too enough for me.

I'm crazy guy~

不知不觉就快要半年了，在没有你的日子里，
我的生活渐渐的忙碌了，有曾经告诉我~
工作是治疗情伤的最佳良药。
大家认同吗？

当一个人失去了他认为最重要的东西，
而生活就会特别显得没意义，毫无方向，漫无目的，丧失热情~
唉~感叹！以前那个幽默思想家去了哪呀？

人生无常~看开些。
我有多疯癫，就有多快活~
这本是我做人的宗旨。
看来秸斯这次赌上了自己的人生。
受不了打击的她，竟然拿自己的前途与上帝赌上一把！

很多人也想象不到，她选择发老板梦发到几百亿身家。
就连本身最讨厌的保险行业竟也成为了她的起步点？
开什么大的玩笑？要发展模拟城市？
名字都想好了？城中之城？
还梦想有一天自己成为十大青年创业奇才？
你真的颠得可以~小小心别赔了夫人又择兵。



秸斯
我疯得够颠，颠得够狂。
狂得够妄，妄得够大！

Pray To God

慈悲的菩萨，请让我在您身上沾些光，
好让我得到您的一点慈悲心。

慈悲的菩萨，请同意我借您一颗佛珠，
好让我能够除去身上的怨恨。

慈悲的菩萨，请求您无时无刻伴随我身旁，
好让我停止一切无知的恶行。

慈悲的菩萨，请原谅我曾犯下的错误。
好让我心灵能够得到解脱。

慈悲为怀的菩萨，我累了~
我好疲倦，祈求您能再让我梦见一次，
再一次给指示我下一步该怎么走？

我好愧疚，好懊悔。
我好想寻回以前那个善良，无邪，纯真的自己。
我知道就算忏悔1000次10000次也弥补不了我的过失。

放下，看破，自在。
我无法办到~
我还在贪恋红尘，我离开不了凡间的诱惑。
对不起，请您大发慈悲再次原谅我的娇纵。
我令您失望了~
我的无礼，我的无知。
造就了我一生的命运。
我该感恩天上众神仙佛带给我的爱护~
接下来的罪孽，我将愿意承担。



秸斯
阿弥陀佛

I am Super Women !

人要保持心境开朗~
在这人生旅途中有谁从没跌倒过？
只要肯爬起来~再努力
那么一定能成功的！

那天Skyler对我们说
上天是公平的，或许有些时候我们已经很努力了，
但却得不到自己想要的结果。
这不是上天对你起偏见，而是收获的人比你来得还要努力！
所以要成功我们要比别人努力，努力，在努力^^

我要寻回自己的自信心！
我要告诉自己I am SUPER WOMEN~ \(^o^)/



秸斯
我说我行，我就一定行！:D

B.A.D D.R.E.A.M.S

I had a BAD DREAM last night...
I dreamed that someone get hurts
She told me, She's broken-hearted
She had a long cry until her tears dried
... ...
She in front of me to kill her self~
A lot of blood comes out from her scar, her nail, her eyes...
She screaming, laughing..
and show me her resentment.

I saw it all in my dream, But...
I do nothing for her
My heart feel pian from what she's doing in my dream
I cry over...

I woke up at middle of the night
I was covered in sweat of my body
I've sleeplessly at the night

I Pray to GOD...
Please don't let the Bad dreams to be a fact
Please~

and tell me that everyday you're ok
Wish you Happy Everyday, Lucky Everyday.



Jas
unaviodaly's dream :(

Sometimes

Sometimes...
I really wanna letting go~
But it's too hard to me.
Sometimes...
I wish the dreamboat are always on my mind~
But I know it may not to wake me up.
Sometimes...
I don't want to run away~
But I can't take it.

Sometimes..
I don't understand~
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you are so far away
But I know that this much is true

Do I JUST say it Because OF SOMETIMES...?
I MISS YOU, Thus my body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away~
I LOVE YOU, Thus I whether it's wrong or right~

Even If I can't be with you now..
BUT I am clear to know my heart is by your side~

Sometimes...
I know that everythings, it's gonna be CHANGE.



Jas
Sometimes you have to stand alone just to prove you can still stand :)

Who Are You? About Her..

空城又多添了新成员，这位大姐姐刚被我列入好友名单。
所以应该介绍一下~

我们刚认识时，唉~ 悲哀呀！
为什么呢？因为那时我们同时失恋。T^T
结果我们...我们...

哎~小朋友别想太多。
我们是互相安慰啦，嘻嘻~
对呀！这位小姐看起来长相不错哦！
名字呢~叫做月亮公主。
啊~哈哈哈，好土的名字，听了都想笑^^

不好意思啦，真名不可以在这里公布。
因为这位大姐姐会生气的。

她说: 虽然我的外表很女生，可我内心却很男人 =.=!!
这句活最让我受不了~ 一点都不像！哈哈。是两方面都很男人好不好？ XD

我们有个共同点，那就是喜欢和对方说：去你的！
嘻嘻，很特别吧？

偷偷告诉你们... .... 我们就快做不成姐妹了！
因为她说再过不久我们就要成为兄弟~
真的假的？这就要问他本人哪条神经不对路了呗。

Moon :
我是真心感谢你！在我最难过时，是你陪着我。
我感到无助，是你在一旁听我倾诉~
当我流着泪与你通电话，是你想尽办法安慰我。
仿佛一双隐形的小手为我擦去泪滴。
谢谢你！虽然目前的我还是那么的看不开。
但我也希望像你所说的：
你会找到更好的！不要为了不爱你的人而牺牲掉你的时间，青春，幸福。
别伤心，你还有我啊。:)


告诉你，我老子要就不干，要干就干大的！
所以好朋友要做就做一辈子！你不要中途下车~
我可是不好惹的啊！嘻嘻~

好啦，不多说了~因为最近我变得好啰嗦。
连我妈也这么觉得~惨啦！我是不是老了？
妈呀~~救救我！嗯.. 是时候缝上我的烂嘴了 :P

More than ...?

At the touch of LOVE, everyone become a poet.

Love you like I'm lost myself~
Jas have many things to tell you...

she's missing u,
she's thinking of you,
she wish you will be there for her,
she's hope you willing to sing a song for her,
just like last time..


But someone told her it doesn't trun back time.

Wake Up Jas, Dreaming may not let people become stronger~
Remember, life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards.

I do Love Nyu always..
But pass away~
trow away~
Love, please let me run away~

I'm back.. Jas hurt

我又回来了，又带着伤痛回来~
也许就像Kenny所说的吧...
我要的，谁也抢不走。
而我也一定能得到手~
就像我在姑苏行那样。

我能够寻回自己吗？
秸斯加油！

Never gonna change my own way..